I'm homesick
I've got a lot on my mind
I'm pathetic
I never know when I'm right
I'm rock bottom
I'll paint a smile for now
I've got a feeling your the reason
I will let you down, down, down

I'm lonesome
I'll send a photo for that
I'm on fire
Your the flame in my head
That I can't put out

Maybe I'm the first one
To fall apart on my own
Don't act like I'm the first
Why don't you stand in line?
You watch me do it again

I'm blaming everything that's happening
All on me, all on me
And who will be the first to finally see
And save me, save me?
We're all liars and let truth be told
I'm lost and so afraid

And I won't come down
Your the song in my head that I can't get out

Maybe I'm the first one
To fall apart on my own
Don't act like I'm the first
Why don't you stand in line?
You watch me do it again

I'm blaming everything that's happening
All on me, all on me
And who will be the first to finally see
And save me, save me?
We're all liars and let truth be told
I'm lost and so afraid
To tell you everything that's happening
So blame me, blame me

Maybe I'm the first one [x2]
Why don't you stand in line and watch me do it again?

I'm blaming everything that's happening
All on me, all on me
And who will be the first to finally see
And save me, save me?
We're all liars and let truth be told
I'm lost and so afraid
To tell you everything that's happening
So blame me, blame me

(I'm blaming everything that's happening all on me, all on me)
I'm lost and so afraid of what's to come
(And who will be the first to finally see, and save me, save me?)
I'm lost and so afraid of what's to come