I am a mess,
I've made a huge mess.
I can't control myself.

I kill the rhyme again,
I'm comin sick and on time again.
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide.
Within it, chemical unbalanced on the triple beam.
Fuck what you heard, it's about what I seen.
I seen it happen, back hard brand to face msackin.
Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened.
The doctors say he's got the brain of murderer.
This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar.

My heart is bleeding,
And this pain will not pass.
It's not receding,
My body going numb.
A bad trip child,
Rolling stoned, keeping high.
He don't know what he's doing.
He just keeps getting by.

Thrown away, I want to be thrown away.

He's born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick.
He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading, led him down the wrong path.
Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the god's wrath.
Don't want to talk to the counselor doctor.
To tell'em what real to tell'em what's proper.
The situation unclear like gray.
And I know it gets worse everyday.

My heart is bleeding,
And this pain will not pass.
It's not receding,
My body going numb.
A bad trip child,
Rolling stoned, keeping high.
He don't know what he's doing.
He just keeps getting by.

Go away,
Thrown away, I want to be thrown away.

I am a mess,
I've made a huge mess.
I can't control myself.
I'm losing it.
I'vesplit all my marbles.
AAA...

'Cause I see you inside of me.
Sometimes I want to be thrown away. (all x2)

A hyper spaz, and that is the way.
Sometimes I want to be thrown away.

Thrown away! (x8)

Voices in my head, voices in my head.

Don't tell me to do it cause I will, NO! (x2)

Last Remain! (x3)