no one ever said that life was fair
and I'm not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are what you want to be
and I'm not comes as no surprise
but don't expect me to be happy for you
and don't smile at me and tell me things
will work out for me too
I don't want your pity..
I hate your pity!

taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness
as you hide behind your veil of
my stolen hopes and lost dreams
...you took them all...
I watched you steal my thoughts
and had to see you smile

as you build your dreams
on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved
and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride.

beg me
to make this easier
and listen to my hopeless cries

suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed
by the mess that you left in your wake
disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...

beg me
to make this easier a
nd listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes

my envy can't describe how I loathe you
for having all the stars
leaving my eyes to marvel the sky
knowing it should be mine
yet it's you I see wasting the dream
that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile.

as you build your dreams
on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved
and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride.

beg me
to make this easier
and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes