I've learnt to breathe your air
I've learnt to talk your talk
I've learnt to eat your food
I've learnt to walk your walk


I've learnt to read your books
I've learnt to watch your news
I've learnt to count your dough
I've learnt to wear your shoes


and you'll never know
and you'll never know
and you'll never know
'cos I never show


my insanity my insanity
my ability of conformity
my hypocrisy my hypocrisy
false identity of Christianity


I'm laughing at your jokes
I'm crying for your dead
I'm cheating at your tests
I'm sleeping in your bed


I'm striving for your fame
I'm begging for your grace
I'm losing in your gamecoward

I am an actor who just forgot his line
I am a tailor who walks around in rags
I am a painter who's going color-blind
You made me priceless, I put on discount tags

I cannot hide it anymore
I cannot hold it inside
I have tried to run away before
but I stumbled over my pride

I cannot hide it anymore
I cannot hold it inside
pulling off the mask which I have worn
feeling safe living a lie

I am a warrior who never went to war
I am a player who hasn't played the game
I've got my shelter behind a stained-glass door
I am a coward too scared to say Your name

I cannot...

I am a pilot who is afraid of heights
I am a surgeon who faints at sight of blood
I am a lawyer who doesn't know his rights
I'm only human, You call me child of God

I cannot...

would I still believe if I had to die
would I still confess or would I deny

I'm lying in your face